Sunday, March 25, 2007

Thoughts...

Janelle surprised me with a wonderful bouquet of daffodils the other day. I like how little things like bright yellow flowers can cheer up a place, especially my heart.

As I've been reflecting this week, on my time at Trinity so far, it's hard to know how to describe the year. I didn't have any solid expectations coming here, in fact - I was somewhat unexpectant of anything. It's been a challenging year, and I feel I've learned where my confidence lies. It's been quite humbling realizing there's not a lot I can do on my own strength.
God has been so faithful to me over this year, and His love is becoming so much more evident to me as I've seen how He's stood by my side. As this year is coming close to an end, it's been awesome to see my prayer for community answered as well. The girls in my dorm are nothing short of spectacular women, it's been such a priviledge living with them, and slowly seeing tight bonds form. And I'm beginning to feel comfortable at Trinity, more like I can be 'me' here. There are still the days (like today) when I feel a little 'out of it', yet I know the feeling will eventually pass, and I'll feel 'back to normal'. It's amazing to step back and take a look at what seems like a whirlwind of this year flying by, and seeing God's grace so delicately intertwined in my past. It gives me such hope and peace for the unknown future, that He will always provide and He'll always be enough. I haven't fully grasped this concept yet, and maybe I probably never will. But I at least feel so blessed to have a glimpse into the Sovereignty of the God who loves His people so much. A friend was once telling me that if we never experienced the hard and challenging moments in life, we'd never fully appreciate the good things. I like that, because when those bright moments appear, nothing can stop a smile of joy and appreciation from appearing on your face...just like bright daffodils appearing after a long, gray and rainy season. Not sure if any of my thoughts make sense, but just a glimpse into the scattered mind of Jen this week...

"This is the confidence which we have before Him, that, if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests which we have asked from Him." 1 John 5:14-15

Monday, March 19, 2007

Surprise!

Well, I'm impressed, you guys got it right. Janelle was in the blue and Sarah is in the green. We may not have fooled you, but there were at least a few fooled on campus.

Lots of stuff has been going on in the last few weeks, so just a few pictures (alright...a lot of pictures) to give a hint of of my life...

Dad was out for a work course in Chiliwack a few weekends ago, so that was refreshing to see him and get some extra dad time in. Linds also was out visiting that weekend, so that was sweet. Kari, Linds and I had some fun and created a little mischief.

Jade surprised Han and I with a call one Sunday night asking if he could stop by to hang out...we figured he was in Alberta, but he was only a few hours away. So that was a sweet surprise to have the chance for the three of us hang out again.

There were also a few moments of pranking in the dorm. I toilet papered Kelsey's room before she got back from Spring Break, so that gave her a good laugh.

And some girls snuck into our room too when Han and I were out, they turned all my bed sheets inside out, attacked our Matt Damon poster, and left some more Matt pictures on our computer - definitely caused laughter.
Other exciting news was our big dorm week, all the girls dorms were battling against each other. The extravaganza was called SOJO (random name). This is our 4W dorm flag - 'We Eat'.
Some of the events were assassins, sock wars, a spa night, and 'leading ladies'. The last two weren't our dorm favorites, but here's a dressed up picture of most of the ladies one of the evenings.
During assassins (girls have girls names they have to 'kill' by splashing them with water), our girls went hardcore and switched disguises multiple times a day. So my closet was attacked a few times.
And thus!!! We won the dorm challenge and came in first place! We are more than stoked and pretty proud of the hardcore-ness of our dorm.
Derek Webb, an amazing musician, came to Trinity for a concert.
We were all pretty stoked to have him here, he's has some great songs.Here's Johannes and I with Derek.Lindy and Nicole (Kris and Billy's sisters) stayed with Han and I this weekend. So our room was a bit squished, but we had a blast getting to know the girls and basically making the room into a giant mattress.
And Darren visited while he was on his roadtrip home from Capernwray back to St. Albert. It was a ton of fun hanging out again.

We even went to a Canucks game! We won 4-1 against Detroit.

Phew, that's pretty much the end, sorry for the extended post. Now I must return to my desk, which is continually piling up with more books and assignments...will it ever end?! I'm thankful for the moments of fun that give my brain a break from the books, only a few weeks left of this madness. It's strange for me to think that my first year of university is almost done. Where did the time go? It still feels like a few days ago that I felt totally out of comfort here, and slowly I'm beginning to feel like this could be a place where I could settle in for a bit.

I'm continually being challenged in whether I'm making God my first priority or not, and I often fail. It's humbling to serve a God who is so faithful to stand with me, even when my eyes aren't fixed on Him. It seems lately that He keeps bringing me back to a place that I have to be completely relying on Him, and in some ways it's a scary place to be, not being 'in control', yet such a peaceful feeling, because I know that my life is much better off in His hands.

Hope all is well with those of you who read this.
Lots of love, Jen J

"I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me." Galatians 2:20

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Which one is Jen?

For those of you who know my wardrobe, this could possibly be a challenge. It's assassins week at school so our dorm girls are continually changing their clothes so they aren't recognized and killed. Thus my closet has been raided many times. So this is my version of 'Where's Waldo?', but 'Where's Jen?'. Stayed tuned for the answer!! (which will probably be much later because I have a ton of work to do)

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Home Sweet Home

Finally made it to Spring Break, and it's been a fantastic, relaxing and thoughtful break. Just a few snap shots...
Han, Bryan and I finally heading home and almost missing the ferry
Hundeby & Jacobson family reunion

Spent a few days at Capernwray, catching up with friends.
(me, Sarah and Jeff)
Cooking steak with Tara and Alanda. I got to room with Alanda again, just like old times.

Then I spent time at home, visited a few friends, but mainly hung out with my parents and had some good solo time, which was mostly spent at the beach.

"Devote yourselves to prayer, keeping alert in it with an attitude of thanksgiving."
Colossians 4:2
"But if we hope for what we do not see, with perseverance we wait eagerly for it."
Romans 8:25
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
Colossians 3:15-17