Breathing a little easier...


Many who live on the island, or those who simply love the island, will know exactly what I mean as they read what I am about to write.  At this moment, I am experiencing that special feeling.  That moment of complete refreshment as I relax into a chair, gaze out of a slightly dirty or scratched window, stare out into the ocean, and feel the gentle motion of the ferry taking off into the open waters.  I feel as if I'm leaving every stress, every 'to do' list, and every worry behind me.  I can breathe easier.  I cannot hide the smile on my face.  In fact, I probably look odd, sitting here alone, smiling.  

I am going home.  

I am going home to my beloved island, home, family, friends, my beloved retreat.  Each time I take this journey, I travel to the place that renews my spirit, and I have often found my joy even causing happy tears to brim on my eyes.  Unfortunately, these cheerful feelings only accompany me one-way on this trip.  I have yet to feel this happiness travelling back to the mainland, and I find that I have to psych myself up each time for that trek back to the city lights, miles of traffic, and busyness.  I do suppose my perspective is completely biased, but I'm okay with that.  At least for now, my heart is overjoyed as I enjoy my cruise in solitude across the pacific at sunset.  I can hardly contain my excitement to first smell that  clean island air, to hug my family, and to stroll along my favorite beach breathing in the salty air.  

Yes, these are the moments I love.