Yes, it's that time again.
(P.S. - Thanks Joy for all your little notes and encouragement on my blogs, you are an all-star. Can't wait to see ya over the holidays!)
"You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. " Isaiah 55:12
100 posts. It's true.
You ready for this?
1. The beach
2. Hanging out with my family
3. Chai tea latte
4. Great quiet time with the Lord
5. Daffodils
6. Whip cream
7. Reading a good book (especially on a crummy day)
8. Have a good legitimate laugh
9. Going fast on a boat or (a motorbike ride)
10. A good hug
11. Reading Children’s books
12. Capernwray,
13. Being with friends who love me for me
14. The number 14
15. Listening to/playing guitar
16. A fresh journal
17. Twirling in a twirly skirt or dress
18.
19. All kinds of paper! Colored, designed, textured…
20. Dreaming of living in a castle
21. Getting mail
22. Rowing or kayaking on a still, sunny day
23. Being inspired
24. Someone surprising me with a coffee drink
25. Good roommates
26. Dreaming of roaming the green hills of
27. Fresh sweatpants and a new hoodie
28. Little Rascals
29. Hanging out with kids
30. Palm trees
31. A comfy blanket
32. A good sleep/nap
33. Anything to do with Christmas
34. Cookie dough
35. A good storm
36. Hanging out with my brothers
37. Solitude
38. Pictures (taking them and looking at good shots)
39. Playdoh
40. Flip flops that are perfectly fit to my feet
41. Stargazing
42. A cup of tea
43. The smell and taste of fresh bread
44. Answered prayers
45. Bouncy balls
46. Christ and my relationship with Him
47. Tim Horton’s
48. Bourne Identity
49. First snowfall
50. Seeing the redemption of a bad situation
“Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.” (Romans 12:9-13 NIV)
I’ve chosen this verse as a ‘theme’ verse for my final year here at Trinity…
Before summer ended I felt that if I wasn’t returning to TWU in the fall, that I would be okay with that. Trinity has been a great experience, but my heart has no deep holds to this place. But as I came back this year, I really began to realize the impact people here have had on my life and the many ways God has shaped my life through being here at school, and thus I have come to value this place so much more.
Romans 12:9-13 has become a desire for how I want my life to be, the things in which I live by and the ways in which I honor the Lord and love Him and the people around me. It’s an exciting season of life to be in because I believe this will not be a stagnant year, but definitely a year of growth. As Christians, we should always be growing and being stretched, but often I like to sit in my little comfort zone. Nonetheless, I feel that if I seek the Lord and place my complete trust in Him, this year is going to be anything but normal. The Lord has already given me moments that have stretched me out of my comfy zone, and I am confident there will be more, and surprisingly – I’m stoked. I don’t want to be the same plain-Jen but I want to experience all that the Lord has to offer, to be transformed to be more like Him, and to have a life pleasing to Him and one that lives out the verse above. I’m aiming to be genuine…yes ‘Jen’uine and authentic in Christ.
I’ll keep you updated! Thanks for all your prayers and thoughts.
Let’s just say these last two weeks have kind of left my head spinning. With friends visiting, Vacation Bible School, housesitting, being in the hospital room as a relative passed away, a farewell party for a friend, a surprise 50th birthday party in Vancouver, a funeral in Kelowna, and now preparing for my last week of work to get everything finished.
Disappointing to come out of that and realize how I slacked off in my daily time with the Lord. God is good, and there is no doubt I experienced His faithfulness in many of the situations over the last few weeks, but I’m bummed out that I didn’t make Him my priority amidst it all.
When we were coming home from
I dashed out to the deck to witness a most spectacular sunset as the sun was a burning red amidst the smokey sky, and the mountains were a backdrop of a variety of shades of blue. I tried to capture those beautiful shots with my camera, but to no avail, because I realized – while some photos can say a thousand words, most photos can never truly capture the magnificence of God’s phenomenal creation.
Feeling almost like a failure for the little time I’d spent with the Lord recently, I felt His grace saying “it’s okay”, and the blessing to enjoy the solitude with Him as we sailed over the Pacific. I then realized how much the ocean feels like ‘home’ to me.
“Home is where the heart is.”
When I think about what is ‘home’ to me, I definitely think of my family – the moment I walk into our home or the presence of my family, I can sigh with relief and happiness as I have the freedom to completely be myself. Capernwray became a second home, partially for the wonderful friends who I shared a year of fun and growth with, as well as having the ocean on my doorstep. Home is also there when I’m with some of my great friends, my heart just becomes ‘right’ when I’m with them as I laugh, can share my heart, and feel the freedom of having no particular expecations on myself with them. Home is that glimpse of the ocean when I’ve been gone months at school, or when I sit on the shore after a crummy day, and all seems well again after breathing in that salty air.
But as I stood on the deck of the ferry Wednesday evening, all my heart wanted was to have that ‘homey’ sense with the Lord. No matter where the adventures of life lead, or the family and friends that will come and go – I just pray that I will always have that sense of being home as I have the Lord by my side.
The memorial service in
Prayers for the rest of this month as I get ready for school would be great. Jeff and Antonia will be home in a little over a week, Scott's wedding is coming up, and school is on the horizon - so it shall be a busy month.
Also, I was scanning through all my old posts and realized there were some posts that were never posted! Oh the insanity – thus, I just posted two posts from sometime over the 3 years and they are now officially available on this blog! If you find which ones they are, I’ll buy you a coffee. Just kidding, you don’t need to go back and find them. However, this puts my post count only at 96, so I have plenty of time to think more about the great 100th post.
I wandered lonely as a cloudThat floats on high o'er vales and hills,When all at once I saw a crowd,A host, of golden daffodils;Beside the lake, beneath the treesFluttering and dancing in the breeze.Continuous as the stars that shineAnd twinkle on the milky way,They stretched in never-ending lineAlong the margin of a bay:Ten thousand saw I at a glance,Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.The waves beside them danced; but theyOut-did the sparkling waves in glee:A poet could not but be gay,In such a jocund company:I gazed--and gazed--but little thoughtWhat wealth the show to me had brought:For oft, when on my couch I likeIn vacant or in pensive mood,They flash upon that inward eyeWhich is the bliss of solitude;And then my heart with pleasure fills,And dances with the daffodils.William Wordsworth, 1804